The dangerous sound of revenge

Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It's all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don't believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes free

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

I've heard it said, to err is human
It's forgiveness that's divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what's mine
I think it's time to settle scores now
It's time to set the record straight
You'll know it's coming, you won't know how
Or when, you'll have to watch and wait

I'll play on your fears, I'll leave you in tears
You'll never be the same, my friend
You're walking a line, it's a matter of time
You'll never rest easy again

I've got the power to bring you down

You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It's invigorating
To see you shaking

I've got the power to bring you down

You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.”

Do not quit ..

Do Not Quit:

One day I decided to quit... I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. "God," I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"His answer surprised me... "Look around," He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes," I replied."When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took a very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water.The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo," He said."In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit," He said

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant... But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.It had spent the five years growing roots.

Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle." He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots?"

"I would not quit on the bamboo. Neither will I ever quit on you.""Don't compare yourself to others," He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet, they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come," God said to me. " You will rise high! ""How high should I rise?" I asked."How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return."As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes," He said. "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."I left the forest and bring back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you. He will never give up on you.

Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness,Bad days give you experiences;Both are essential to life.

Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going!

Why I love you so ..

"Sometimes at night, when I look at the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself "why?"
"why do i love you? i think and smile
coz i know the list could run on for miles !

The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch
so many little things, make me love you so much !
the way you support me- even my silly notions..
the way you care & show such devotion

the way you kiss me, fills me with desire
and how you hold me with the warmth of a fire..
the way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever, is how I want to be.

The way that I feel, when you are by my side,
A sense of completion and overflowing pride

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you
the possibilities that I see, of the things that we can do !
How you finish the puzzle, that lies inside my heart
Deep down till my soul, you are a very important part

I could go on for days, telling of what I feel..
but all you really must know is..
my love for you is real !!

Kavyal