Monday, November 22, 2010

I am ....

At one of my recent training workshops, I had given my class a task of introducing themselves as creatively as possible..I didnt want any of the 'I am a housewife.....I am a professional.....i am fat.....i am bored....." kind of a thingi.( oh trust me, we get all kinds of introductions)   I knew it was going to be difficult for them.. and i wanted to challenge their limits. Difficult not because they were not artists  with words, but because they never saw themselves in any other way   except the one that they use to describe themselves in.. housewife, mother, professional, retired, tired.. these words were their limit. they never could see beyond !

Then i had one person, who as timid as she looked,  gave me a different answer. Her voice was barely audible and i had to ask her to repeat what she said.. Then came those words "I am a believer".  What she said, immediately caught me, and i wanted to know more details.. believer.. of what ? She didnt have an answer, but her incomplete answer was as whole as it could be !

I came home that evening with her words still ringing in my ear. " I am a believer too", I heard myself say.. it was like she had described me.. I am a believer in growth,  a believer in sciences, a believer of love stories, a believer of fantasies, a believer of God, of Life itself !! It feels wonderful just uttering these words, like i am validating life and it will inturn validate me ..

I always thought i was a special child, a lucky one, like there was a secret connection between God and me.. no, not that of spirituality, but one of "Chugli" (Gossip). I was his Gossip Girl !  It sounds really strange, but everything that i may have communicated with 'Krishna', always came true for me, every  wish, every prayer, every small miniscule demand..I would have no doubts, it just always happened ! sometimes to such an extent that i would worry about it, I wondered about what would happen if i said something unfit or wrong.. what if i wished badly for someone in a fit of anger ? would that happen too ?

True to the record, as soon as i asked these question, i stumbled upon the Dvd of "the secret", and there Krishna was again, answering all my question, in the name of Rhonda Byrne !

My life is a testimony of 'The law of attraction". Everything in my life is  exactly the way i thought of it, the way i wanted it. My husband, my children , my in laws, my work, my friends..... its a true  life copy of the design that my mind created over these years. Then i wondered, how come the amount of money isnt in place ? i would like something 100 times more than what i have... That night i got an answer to that question too...Even though my heart would love a lot more money and luxury, my mind actually feared it.. I dont know whether i am prepared for the kind of hardwork, committment and energy that it takes to make that much money. I want to be Oprah winfrey( heart - oh yes !), mind ( babe, i dont think so !)

whatever it is that i dont have, is because i am not clear about it, whatever it is that i have..i had no doubts ever about those things, not even for a second !

I am a believer for sure.. a believer in the law of attraction, a believer that life is meant to be great, joyful and plentiful..only if u r clear about it..

note : if ur sure u want your life to be superlative, make a decision, Now..
cause once u have that life, you wont be able to cry about anything..now that could remove the joy of cribbing from the lives of a few, so move only when ur ready !

till the next blog,
life is good !!

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