Something has changed.
Life is different.. So different from what it was just a couple of months ago.. Infact if I rewind and go back some 6 months, I would never have imagined the space I am in today ! Its a good place to be in fortunately, and I have no complaints, but I wonder how it all just built up !
I have always been a positive person and thats really no surprise anymore, but I would'nt credit just that to this change..C'mon I've always been positive but on the other hand I've been a whiner too !! I have seen, smelt, felt, heard and tasted the bad and the ugly times.. and have I complained about it all ?? Oh yes !! even to the guy who ironed my clothes and the bai who washed the dishes !!!
Actually the only thing I have done consciously in these past few months is tried and said more "Yes-es" than "No's". Could that really change so much ??
Life kept throwing these opportunities at me, small, miniscule, unimportant ones.. Usually I would'nt even have looked at what was coming, but this time I paid attention..I caught whatever was been thrown at me..looked at it for a second and said "yes" to it.. I think God was taken by surprise.. he may not have expected that from me, so he kept throwing more, (just to be sure that it was me who was catching it )....some good ones, some bad ones, some just empty testers !
I said yes to most, took the opportunity, followed the instructions attached (just my intution actually)..I was surprised at myself ! I could do a job, the way it was told..and sometimes I did better than anyones expectations ! The opportunities started growing in size and significance and all my empty "boring" time got fuller with work and discovering myself .I began to really enjoy being me after all and suddenly there were more smiles than frowns, more gratitude than complaints, more love than anger..
The void had been filled. I had a full cup now ! The "aha" moment here... no one filled it for me ..I had to do it myself ! I did it and I continue to do it day in and day out ..
There are days when I wonder whether I will be able to pull it off again..there are doubts that maybe I was witnessing something which is called "beginners luck" and I might run out of that luck soon. There are some low phases when I dont do as well as I want to, but I dont give up. I learn. I improvise. I achieve.
I stick to this mantra now, in good days and bad.. "I will make it happen"
Guess what ! its really working for me .. Try it . Might work for you too !
Heres to new opportunities !
Cheers !!
Life is different.. So different from what it was just a couple of months ago.. Infact if I rewind and go back some 6 months, I would never have imagined the space I am in today ! Its a good place to be in fortunately, and I have no complaints, but I wonder how it all just built up !
I have always been a positive person and thats really no surprise anymore, but I would'nt credit just that to this change..C'mon I've always been positive but on the other hand I've been a whiner too !! I have seen, smelt, felt, heard and tasted the bad and the ugly times.. and have I complained about it all ?? Oh yes !! even to the guy who ironed my clothes and the bai who washed the dishes !!!
Actually the only thing I have done consciously in these past few months is tried and said more "Yes-es" than "No's". Could that really change so much ??
Life kept throwing these opportunities at me, small, miniscule, unimportant ones.. Usually I would'nt even have looked at what was coming, but this time I paid attention..I caught whatever was been thrown at me..looked at it for a second and said "yes" to it.. I think God was taken by surprise.. he may not have expected that from me, so he kept throwing more, (just to be sure that it was me who was catching it )....some good ones, some bad ones, some just empty testers !
I said yes to most, took the opportunity, followed the instructions attached (just my intution actually)..I was surprised at myself ! I could do a job, the way it was told..and sometimes I did better than anyones expectations ! The opportunities started growing in size and significance and all my empty "boring" time got fuller with work and discovering myself .I began to really enjoy being me after all and suddenly there were more smiles than frowns, more gratitude than complaints, more love than anger..
The void had been filled. I had a full cup now ! The "aha" moment here... no one filled it for me ..I had to do it myself ! I did it and I continue to do it day in and day out ..
There are days when I wonder whether I will be able to pull it off again..there are doubts that maybe I was witnessing something which is called "beginners luck" and I might run out of that luck soon. There are some low phases when I dont do as well as I want to, but I dont give up. I learn. I improvise. I achieve.
I stick to this mantra now, in good days and bad.. "I will make it happen"
Guess what ! its really working for me .. Try it . Might work for you too !
Heres to new opportunities !
Cheers !!
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